From the recording Shallow Roots

Lyrics

Oh no it's happening again
3am I'm in my bed
Like I'm havin' deja vu
Every night I think of you
Literally it's like it's all I ever do
Was it ever even real
Well it really must've been
I remember how you made me feel
But that was oh so long ago
Now it's just me an memories
Every night I'm on my knees
And I'm praying to a god
Who clearly couldn't care
He claims to be my father
But he's never even there

And it must sound so sad and pathetic
I just have to admit it
Life never got better than those nights we spent together
No no life never got better (x4)
Than those two weeks I spent with you

Oh baby
I just don't understand
How these relationships work
Uncomfortable, I get shaky hands
I don't know what to say and I feel like a jerk
It's not a big mystery why you left
You just didn't wanna be with shit like me
You declared my love bereft
And I know we didn't "really" date
And I know it didn't last long
And I'm sure now you're doing great
Unlike me, now I'm singing this stupid ass song

And it must sound so sad and pathetic
I just have to admit it
Life never got better than those nights we spent together
No no life never got better (x4)
Than those two weeks I spent with you

Everyday that goes by
I suffer through this little love life crisis
And I'm realizing life without you is lifeless
That's why living is hell
Death would be heaven
I could watch my life flash before my eyes
Relive those days with you
Even though there were only a few
My loneliness would end
I'd be free from this awful world
And most importantly I'd see you one last time
I would see you one last time
I would see you one last time
I would see you..

Jessica that's why
I want to die
(I'm gonna cry)...

And it must sound so sad and pathetic
I just have to admit it
Life never got better
Than those two weeks
I spent with you